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17th Sunday in Ordinary Time
July 27, 2008; Year: A
1 Kgs 3:5-12; Rom 8:28-30; Mt 13:44-52
The justified will be glorified.
First Reading...
"At Gibeon the Lord appeared to Solomon in a dream by
night; and God said, 'Ask what I should give you.' And
Solomon said, 'You have shown great and steadfast love
to your servant my father David, because he walked
before you in faithfulness, in righteousness, and in
uprightness of heart toward you; and you have kept for
him this great and steadfast love, and have given him a
son to sit on his throne today.
And now, O Lord my God, you have made
your servant king in place of my father David, although
I am only a little child; I do not know how to go out or
come in. And your servant is in the midst of the people
whom you have chosen, a great people, so numerous they
cannot be numbered or counted. Give your servant
therefore an understanding mind to govern your people,
able to discern between good and evil; for who can
govern this, your great people?'
It pleased the Lord that Solomon had
asked this. God said to him, 'Because you have asked
this, and have not asked for yourself long life or
riches, or for the life of your enemies, but have asked
for yourself understanding to discern what is right, I
now do according to your word. Indeed I give you a wise
and discerning mind; no one like you has been before you
and no one like you shall arise after you.'" [1 Kgs.
3:5-12]
Second Reading...
"We know that all things work together for good for
those who love God, who are called according to his
purpose.
For those whom God foreknew he also
predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son, in
order that he might be the firstborn among many brothers
and sisters.
And those whom God predestined he also
called; and those whom he called he also justified; and
those whom he justified he also glorified." [Rom.
8:28-30]
Gospel Reading...
"Jesus spoke to his disciples: 'The kingdom of heaven is
like treasure hidden in a field, which someone found and
hid; then in his joy he goes and sells all that he has
and buys that field.
Again, the kingdom of heaven is like a
merchant in search of fine pearls; on finding one pearl
of great value, he went and sold all that he had and
bought it.
Again, the kingdom of heaven is like a
net that was thrown into the sea and caught fish of
every kind; when it was full, they drew it ashore, sat
down, and put the good into baskets but threw out the
bad.
So it will be at the end of the age. The
angels will come out and separate the evil from the
righteous and throw them into the furnace of fire, where
there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.
'Have you understood all this?' They
answered, 'Yes.' And he said to them, 'Therefore every
scribe who has been trained for the kingdom of heaven is
like the master of a household who brings out of his
treasure what is new and what is old.'" [Mt. 13:44-52]
What is then the Kingdom of Heaven?
There is an old fable in which the mighty oak tree which
stood for over one hundred years finally was blown over
by a storm. The tree fell into a river that floated it
downstream until it came to rest among the reeds growing
along the riverbank. The fallen giant asked the reeds in
amazement, "How is it that you were able to weather the
storm that was too powerful for me, an oak tree, to
withstand?"
The reeds replied, "All these years you
stubbornly resisted the winds that swept your way. You
took such pride in your strength that you refused to
yield, even a little bit. We, on the other hand, have
not resisted the winds, but have always bent with them.
We recognized the superior power of the wind and so, the
harder the wind blew the more we humbled ourselves
before it."
Compare the serene and simple splendour of a rose in
bloom with the tensions and restlessness of your life.
The rose has a gift that you lack: His perfectly content
to be itself. It has not been programmed from birth as
you have been, to be dissatisfied with itself, so it has
not the slightest urge to be anything other than it is.
That is why it possesses the artless grace and absence
of inner conflict that among humans is only found in
little children and mystics.
Consider your sad condition. You are always dissatisfied
with yourself, always wanting to change yourself. So you
are full of violence and self-intolerance, which only
grows with every effort that you make to change
yourself. So any change you achieve is always
accompanied by inner conflict. And you suffer when you
see others achieve what you have not and become what you
are not.
Would
you be tormented by jealousy and envy if, like the rose,
you were content to be what you are and never aspired to
what you are not? But you are driven are you not, to be
like someone else who has more knowledge, better looks,
more popularity or success than you? You want to become
more virtuous, more loving, more meditative; you want to
find God, to come closer to your ideals. Think of the
sad history of your efforts at self-improvement, that
either ended in disaster or succeeded only at the cost
of struggle and pain.
Now
suppose you desisted from all efforts to change
yourself, and from all self-dissatisfaction, would you
then be doomed to go to sleep having passively accepted
everything in you and around you? There is another way
besides laborious self-pushing on the one hand and
stagnant acceptance on the other. It is the way of
self-understanding.
This is far from easy because to
understand what you are requires complete freedom from
all desire to change what you are into something else.
You will see this if you compare the attitude of a
scientist who studies the habits of ants without the
slightest desire to change them with the attitude of a
dog trainer who studies the habits of a dog with a view
to making it learn something. If what you attempt is not
to change yourself but to observe yourself, to study
everyone of your reactions to people and things, without
Judgement or condemnation or desire to reform yourself,
your observation will be non-selective, comprehensive,
never fixed in rigid conclusions, always open and fresh
from moment to moment. Then you will notice a marvellous
thing happening within you: you will be flooded with the
light of awareness, you will become transparent and
transformed.
Will
change occur then? Oh, yes. In you and in your
surroundings. But it will not be brought about by your
cunning, restless ego that is forever competing,
comparing, coercing, sermonizing, manipulating in its
intolerance and its ambitions, thereby creating tension
and conflict and resistance between you and Nature — an
exhausting, self-defeating process like driving with
your brakes on. No, the transforming light of awareness
brushes aside your scheming, self-seeking ego to give
Nature full rein to bring about the kind of change that
she produces in the rose: artless. graceful,
unself-conscious, wholesome, untainted by Inner
conflict.
Since
all change is violent she will be violent. But the
marvellous quality of Nature-violence, unlike
ego-violence, is that it does not spring from
intolerance and self-hatred. So there is no anger in the
rainstorm that carries everything before it, or the fish
that devour their young in obedience to ecological laws
we know not, or body cells when they destroy each other
in the interest of a higher good. When Nature destroys,
it is not from ambition or greed or self-aggrandisement,
but in obedience to mysterious laws that seek the good
of the whole universe above the survival and well-being
of the parts.
It is
this kind of violence that arises within mystics who
storm against ideas and structures that have become
entrenched in their societies and cultures when
awareness awakens them to evils their contemporaries are
blind to. It is this violence that causes the rose to
come into being in the face of forces
hostile to it. And it is to this violence that the rose,
like the mystic, will sweetly succumb after it has
opened its petals to the sun and lives in fragile,
feeling loveliness, quite unconcerned to add a single
extra minute to its allotted span of life. And so it
lives in blessedness and beauty like the birds of the
air and the flowers of the field, with no trace
of the restlessness and dissatisfaction, the jealousy
and anxiety and competitiveness that characterize the
world of human beings who seek to control and coerce
rather than be content to flower into awareness, leaving
all charge to the mighty force of God In Nature.
This is the Kingdom Jesus preached
through multiple parables to make us understand that the
reality of God’s kingdom is here, now, around you and
within you (Lk 17.21).
A
New book from Fr. Rudy :
Short review of the book: This book is an out come of a
serious exegetical study on the important words and
texts from the writings of St John of the Cross. The
study deals with a short life and writings of the mystic
and then does a complete study on GOD, MAN and WAYS to
EXPERIENCE GOD. The book is available at: St. Joseph
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125/- pp.xviii + 234, The Title of the Book is: THE
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